Wednesday, March 9, 2011

有时候,莫名的心情不好~

-有时候,莫名的心情不好,不想和任何人说话,只想一个人静静的发呆。­

-有时候,突然觉得心情烦躁,看什么都觉得不舒服,心里闷的发慌,拼命想寻找一个出口。­

-有时候,发现身边的人都不了解自己,面对着身边的人,突然觉得说不出话。­

-有时候,感觉自己与世界格格不入,曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。­

-有时候,突然很想逃离现在的生活,想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。­

-有时候,别人突然对你说,我觉得你变了,然后自己开始百感交集。­

-有时候,希望时间为自己停下,做完己还没来得及做的事情。­

-有时候,想一个人躲起来脆弱,不愿别人看到自己的伤口。­

-有时候,突然很想哭,却难过的哭不出来。­

-有时候,夜深人静,突然觉得不是睡不着,而是固执地不想睡。­

-有时候,走过熟悉的街角,看到熟悉的背影,突然就想起一个人的脸。­

-有时候,明明自己心里有很多话要说,却不知道怎样表达。­

-有时候,觉得自己拥有着整个世界,一瞬间却又觉得自己其实一无所有。­

-真的只是有时候,明明自己身边很多朋友,却依然觉得孤单。­

-有时候,很想放纵自己,希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地发一次疯。­

-有时候,突然找不到自己,把自己丢的无影无踪。­

-有时候,心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪,觉得自己很累很累。­

-有时候,看不到自己未来的样子,迷茫的不知所措。­

-有时候,发现自己一夜之间长大了。­

-有时候,听到一首歌,就会突然想起一个人。­

-有时候,希望能找个人好好疼爱自己,渴望一种安全感。可当那个可以疼你的人出现 的时候,你却偏执地退隐。­

-有时候,别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话,心里郁闷的发慌。­

-有时候,被别人伤害,嘴上讲没事,其实心里难过的要死。­

-有时候,常常在回忆里挣扎,有很多过去无法释怀。­

-有时候,很容易感动别人的关怀,有时候却麻木地像个笨蛋。­

-有时候,看着时间一点点流逝,任凭叹息,自己却无能为力。­

其实,有时候,真的会想这么多。。。 ­


我到底怎么了???

不过我丢了自己,几时会捡回来呢?

Sunday, February 27, 2011

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What happened to myself??
doing nothing....
but my mind keep thinking something make me feel worried..disturbed...
don't know what am i thinking!!!
how i can pacified myself???

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Halloween

Just come back from Feeling cafe...
Yamcha with Claire Ayfen Andrew Vincent Chye and his cousin..

Before that, me and claire go Cheras to find her friend.
Go there and turn back to Setapak aldy 1 n half hours..><
Around 9pm++ only we reached cafe after fetch ayfen..
Then only i realize tomorrow is Halloween..
The staff give all of us a mask..hehe...

Tonight quite happy la..at least we all laugh laugh laugh..
actually is just me n ayfen do that. haha~
Chye's cousin stun there cause we keep laugh..
Chye is trying ask him to ignore us. his face damn funny~
Don't know what's going on....haha
share some pic here la~

Four of us..
Ayfen & Nicole
Nicole Ayfen Claire ^^
4 ppl again..
3 handsome with us =)

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Listen to me

Make you misunderstand, maybe my tone is not good, sorry.
I know you are a people who like to think many things, I'm afraid you will misunderstand, so when some of the things you did not ask, do not imagine anythings from your mind.
Some things have happened, and I know it was my fault, the relationship was a bit to get worse. However, because of some things, feelings and thoughts change.
If you want to know anything, can come to me, at least I will not distort the facts.
Do not think too much, our friendship still, not much changed.

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

New shoes

Finally i bought a new shoes to myself..NIKE^^
Thanks to my lovely brother sponsor money..muackz..haha..
He win lottery, nvm la..haha...

Bought it from N concept store,RM199.
Actually want buy the new balance but mum said not nice then she help me to choose..
haha..That shoes quite nice...grey color =)

weeeewangwang~wakakkaka~
=)

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

1st blood donation in my life

Today 4pm class change to 8am class. Two genius absent again.
Mr Bryan and Mr Peng...clever...
Skip Skip Skip......><

After 10am class....blood donation..
Thank you very much to Mr. feroz bring me go or 'force' me go for donating blood today.
Is the FIRST time in my life.
Damn scare while doing the simple blood testing..
I just keep told feroz i don't want play dy, is not play la, is like i very scare.
Aiyooooo.....before lying down on the chair, I felt my hand damn cold,
He just say don't scare, relax....><
He not the 1st time to donate sure can relax...

He donate blood from left hand then i from right hand.sit together~
At least i'm not alone..haha...then his friend's also come for donation..haha
He damn late...^^ is melvin...n louis...i think so..

After donation..is felt ok, is just very tired, feel like no energy...'bo lat'
and only both of us go donate..><>
Then i go meet with naythan go badminton, Feroz don't know where he go..i think go back sleep.
Me and Naythan, i think we waitt for more than half and hour only they reach...
their house damn 'far'...... every times also won't be punctual.

After badminton 2.15++, then four of us sit outside the place CHAT...
Peng sit inside the car, is waiting us,.but then he go back alone..didn't join us makan.
what we talk there is just bout genting la...got stories to know...hehe..funny...
Until 3pm gua then only we go MU makan...
Don't know what's the name for the restaurant, is malay restaurant..
4++ only we siam...TIRED...feel blur....@@

Monday, October 25, 2010

Is Truth --->丢了的自己,要记得捡回来

有时候,莫名的心情不好,不想和任何人说话,
只想一个人静静的发呆;

有时候,感觉自己与世界格格不入,
曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非;

有时候,心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪,
觉得自己很累很累;

真的只是有时候,明明自己身边很多朋友,
却依然觉得孤单。

每次都有这些时候会在我身上发生。@@